I appreciate everyone giving me a reality check. It is sobering and makes me wonder why I am not with the program. In any case, I had phone calls yesterday from my wifes 2 sisters and father. They do seem to have a genuine concern and hope Virginia transitions home. I am going fishing tomorrow and then will go to spend some time with Brian on Saturday.I received a phone call from my wife yesterday saying she would walk the dogs this weekend. I got a chance to see my 2 daughters yesterday and overall it was a good day. I will admit the road is lonely at times but when I feel blue I just transition the negative thoughts out of my mind and keep busy. I am really learning that I can not control how my wife feels or what she does. I can only control me. The hardest part is letting go when you love them. Sometimes we have to let go if it makes them happy. Well big day today. Hope everyone stays well. Bobby O