I understand where you are at. But I have found that I dont need my W to be in my life to be happy! Everyone likes the companionship, but that can be accomplished with someone else. I think everyone gets scared of starting over, what is out there for me? Its like the fear of moving to a new town when your a kid, you leave the friends behind, teachers, coaches that your are comfortable with, and your scared because you dont know what else could be out there? maybe you find better friends, teachers and coaches and you thrive with your new start in life? have you ever thought about that outlook?
