Cute joke! No, I don't hate attnys. I did have anxiety about today because I was having "flashbacks" about seeing my divorce attny for the first time which was traumatizing to me.

I can feel my body burning (lupus) so I know I need to regroup but within a few hours I can feel it.. nothing new, I will survive. Next week I get my monthly labs/tests which will pair nicely with all this estate bs AND having to deal with H.

I want a martini! I have cried more this past week ( and today) than I have in a long time. I feel like I am a mess and I have never seen my sister so upset! I mean, what did she think I wasn't going to ask about certain things? She TOLD ME to do to this!