Hey, I just re-read through my postings. Most of those feelings are from the past. To read them does sound like I'm whining about it.

I have been implementing a robx/GucciLoafer style approach for the last 3 months and it is working for me.

If my supposed to be soon to ex-wife wants to join me at a later date, and is a friendly ship mate with me, as well as a willing and giving lover, then I will re-consider.

outside of this is not even an option for me.

My wife who ever it is loves to treat me well, loves to make love to me, loves to see me happy, encourages me, supports me in what I'm doing, is proud of me, and we can be very adventerous together. You never know what I may try.