A new beginning to an end

[soleil]

First of all, let me say how I really love you guys. All of you. Because I don't even know you guys yet your posts are a source of strength in really difficult/hard/happy/and unhappy times.

The range of emotions when one is D'ing are seriously like someone with multiple personality disorder. This morning I was feeling the end of my life was a second away and now I am feeling like if I happened to see H right now, I would want to kick him in the balls.

You said you had a life outside of your H- start it up again. What are you doing to GAL?

My GALs are that I go to work and school and honestly not much else outside that. I WILL start going to the gym again soon (I was a gym rat for years before all this went down) and I WILL start being more social with my friends again. I have really gotten away from my friends, I feel.

My mom would have killed my H by now if she could have figured out a way to get away with it (I'm kidding but don't mess with a southern mama). !

This made me LOL. Haha.

Either way though we all love you and we are going to see you through just like you do for all of us.

Aww. This made me feel so much better. Group hug, everyone!

I just saw the H called me and didn't leave a message. Should i call him back today? We haven't spoken since Saturday when I told him it was inappropos for him to be calling since he's D'ing me...