I wonder why my H changed so quickly just 6 or 7 weeks ago. I thought things were going good. Then they went to ok to worse. He has become so angry towards me the last 2 weeks. He just isnt himself. I feel like I am waiting for a blow up from him. I have been nice and quiet. I have even agreed to him going out on Friday nights to have some "him" time. To give him his space. I dont complain about it at all. Even when he comes in at odd hours and after drinking.

I just feel like when it gets to the point we are at now, there is no turning it back around without some sort of break between us. It's like he doesnt easily get past anything. We dont fight and make up, we fight and it gets worse.

I feel like If I break it off with him or he with me...time will go by, he will miss me, he will wonder if what he did was the right thing. He will feel guilt and regret. He will get mad if I see or talk to any other man. He will want to come back again.

I cant do that anymore.

He is stuck. Even with therapy he is stuck. He does not tell his therapist everything. This I know because he told me that. Im sure he splits hairs with her too! SO how on earth can she help him???

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10