A new beginning to an end

[2gthrButApart]

Sol, I'm feeling the exact same way. And I can't shake it. I'm 8 mths pregnant which really knocks my emotions out of whack. I spoke to my midwife today and she gave me a Rx for Zoloft to see if it helps. And I begin IC next week. I'm praying something helps. Everyone keeps yelling at me to "let go" but they just don't know how deeply I hurt. I have anxiety attacks throughout the day and a few at night. I've lost 6 lbs in 2 weeks which is not good being pregnant. I know your pain. I feel it daily too. I had your same dreams and its all been taken away from me. And my WAH is in love w/ an OW. Huge blow to my self esteem. I'm spinning out of control and wish I could just go to sleep
With my girls and never wake up again. I hope my AD's work. I wish I could have my H back. I just want a happy family.