It's not like I'm sitting here moping. I do try and stay focused and have positive days but recently it's been hard. Our court dating is coming up next month and I am probably feeling the stress of having to see him. I don't want to see his face. It represents nothing but LIES and HURT.
Well I am going to dig myself out of this crap because I don't do well feeling miserable.
I am enjoying a peaceful morning by myself. The kids are all in school which is so nice. I used to love my alone time in the mornings before all this happened. At least I still have that to feel normal.
Luv
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10