Thanks for the well wishes, K, I've only ever taken antibiotics twice before, so I'm hoping they'll be effective & I'll finally be free of swallowing glass anytime soon!
@Kat>>>"I forgot to ask are you still seeing the same guy? I know he had been a great support for you. You didn't mention him, so I just wondered." Hope you start feeling better soon. kat"
Yes, still seeing the same guy, although he has yet to spend the night when kids are present, and is pushing for more of a commitment from me. He has a cabin in Canada, so spends much of the summer there & that takes a little pressure off.
He mentions things like turning one of my bathrooms into a closet if we get married and I want to head for the hills.
He showed up 45 minutes early this Monday to watch FB game. I had my hair in these goofy pincurls, out in back doing a bit of yardwork while I had some time, and he "surprises" me. He thought it was a lot more funny than I did, lol. I made an attempt to explain that sometimes it's worse to show up early than late. I don't know if he knows about just agreeing & not arguing with feelings. Kept telling me he thinks I always look beautiful...ugh. May sound like a small thing. May be a male/female thing. Don't know, just know it made me question whether I want to continue moving forward.
Ended up being a really fun night, bc I'm pretty good at "self-soothing" & letting things go now. Well, enough to not let it effect the evening anyway.
