Actually Trapt, I did state that to him. I have lots of times. I tell him all kinds of things I would like to have. Things that were discussed before he came back. How like sometimes I would like for him to just take a walk with me down the road. He never feels like it. He walks all day is his excuse.
Im sorry, sending flowers to someone else because they are having a bad time...and I cant even get a hug when Im in tears???? I feel that he doesnt care at all for me anymore. I feel like he hates me here lately. I have tried to be the best wife and mother that I know how to be. He says I act like Im perfect and a goody two shoes, just because I go to church, and I dont drink, or curse, I dont try to cause problems with others. I just try to be the best person I can. Honestly, this is who I have always been. Its not like I became this person over time. I was like this when he married me!
I need to just focus on me. I will probably tell him tonight about the party Im invited to. He will probably have issues with that too. Im sure he wont be happy to be at home with our kids, while Im having fun and he isnt. Although I do it all the time for him.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
