I'm pretty sure there is no OM involved, in fact I'm positve so that's not an issue.
The problem is me, I have made mistakes and I accept that, but I just want to put things right, maybe I have been too keen to put the wrongs right but who wouldn't.
I am still in the marital bed, she is in another room, and I am not chasing after her, I have backed off her totally, focused on me and the kids and all seemed ok, then I f**ked up last night, we had not spoke about "us" since last Monday, but obviously it came out again after she found out what I had done.
She is hurt, I know that, I just want to help her, but that's something I cannot do, I just need to think about me and the kids, but it's not easy!!!
