Absolutely. I'm not staying because of them, they just are just that added motivation when I start to buckle under the strain. I am working on this because there is a glimmer of hope for us. I may feel like jumping ship on most days but I want to make sure I can honestly look my kids and say I gave it everything and then some.

If I give it my all and it still doesn't work out, then I'll turn all that energy into helping them through whatever comes next.

Make sense,
Doodi

Last edited by Doodi; 09/15/10 02:18 PM.

"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."