I'm awfully down. Can't help it. Worst it's been in about a year or more. It was like she's heartless...without a conscience. My life has taken a turn that I couldn't have imagined only a couple of years ago. Just can't grasp that this is the same person that shared life with me for so many years. I don't know what to do, or how to feel. I ask God for help, and it doesn't come. I hurt.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
