I went snooping around her stuff when she went to the gym to find about houses or anything, when she got back she knew I had been in her handbag, the bomb went off!!!!
Denied it at first then told her I was trying to find out what's going on, she said this had knocked her back and she was sick of me trying to control her life?
I told her I am scared of loosing her and the kids, and she said that I should have thought about that earlier, rather than acting the way I have been, I agreed totally with her.
She also said that she was sick of the way I was trying to help out around the house and with the kids, she said it was weird and too much, I said I was only trying to be a better person to both her and the kids, but she said it was all too much, not sure what to do with this now, I want to help and want to make a change, but if it making the situation worse do I continue???
I have also stopped drinking any alcohol in the house, she said this was also just an act and why don't I just have a drink, I told her I had identified it as an issue and was taking charge of the problem.
I just don't know what to do now, evrything had settled down until I went snooping around, I hate myself for it!!
I'm still taking my meds, got me a bit spaced out at the minute, and hope she can see I'm trying to change, just hope it's not all too late
