So I started the LRT last month, and it is definitely the hardest thing I've ever done. But I'm making small progress. My wife and I talk on the phone at least twice a week. And it's not just about our children, but how our day is going and the other little things we used to talk about over evening coffee. Yesterday we talked for about a hour and a half. It was just heavenly. But I had to hang up and go to work (I work 5pm to 3am). So I even followed that suggestion and I was the one to end the call. But it is def. hard. All I want to do is tell her I love her and that I miss her. Not saying those things brings tears to my eyes. But "If it's worth it, I'll do it. If I don't do it, I'm not worth it." I've never given up before, and I'm not starting now. "To dumb to quit & If you're gonna be dumb, you better be tough." I pray I'm tough enough.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
