i've ignored my gratitude list for a few days. mainly because i just don't believe in the power of a gratitude list. i have lots to be grateful for but it doesn't change the brutal reality of what i have been dealt.
surprisingly, i was talking to my mom and she still feels sad for me and i had to cheer her up. i told her that this was probably a blessing in disguise. i've been a bit more upbeat these days.
i finally made a trip to see my doctor. my ic has been asking me to go see my doctor for the longest time. i've been putting it off.
my doctor ran some tests on me. i'm okay. no drugs needed. i credit squash for helping me stay healthy. exercise really does keep me happy and the blood flowing.
