Since OM has "fogged" her up. She's not wanting anything to to do with me. She's not attracted to me, she's not thinking of anything except how she feels, and like Sandi is saying - she probably resents me.
Time to just re-focus on me and GAL. I need a break from all this.
I did get a little angry earlier, but at myself instead of her. I still get flashbacks of times she did try and reach out and because of me not knowing how to react and being stuck in addictive behaviors, screwed it up. Very frustrating.
I'm back to no contact. I need to heal. Nothing can be done now unless she either starts to miss me or feel real remorse. Just gonna become that guy I always should have been.
