So no word from my W in regard to my first email response last night where I told her that I was okay with the D and that I wanted her to be happy and I deserved to be with someone who wanted to be with me; and the letter that Coach helped me with that I sent this afternoon.
I thought about flipping the switch a week or two ago, but I thought that was the wrong move. I know that I need to lead I just don't know what my next move is. I meet with the L on Thursday to actually make the move I told my W that I already made. So I guess I am leading or in a dead heat. However, she is racing to leave the M track and I want her to stay on the M track....right now we are going in her direction.
I need to read HT's thread to understand the dynamics that I am in. As far as I know there is no OM yet because she modified her profile on the dating site recently. I am still posting things on the alt in the hopes that she goes there.
I just finshed working out and now on this site to gain knowledge and a clearer perspective. What do I do next?
