Ya don't say...YOU? Really? Wow...I thought you were
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
Pei, just wanted to say, you have absolutely every right to change your mind and back again. It's your mind, right?
I think that Cat and Mach and some others were trying to tell you awhile back, you might not be done. You may feel like you are, but....you might not be, ya know?
That's why it's best not to box yourself into a mindset.
So, strap yourself in. You might be going back on the ride.