I think faking that smile while we are dying inside is just the worst thing. I hate doing it.
Sorry I had to respond to this one...
Yes it is hard. It is even harder when you EXPECT something from them.
It is even HARDER when you have not let go and fully detached.
It is even HARDER when you have not looked inside YOURSELF to see where you can make improvements, where you can find peace.
It is even HARDER when you never get to that place where you realize that EVERY PERSON (Yourself included) can make their own choice and although we may not agree with them - we must move forward in our lives.
It is even HARDER when you have not truly forgiven. Not forgotten...forgiven.
It is even HARDER when you have not taken control over YOUR emotions. When your emotions are still being controlled by the actions of another.
So yeah...it may be hard to smile in the face of all of this. If you have not done any of the above.
Having said all of this, we ALL are entitled to get angry, get fustrated. Who's responsible for how we deal with our Anger? Our spouses or us?
Mila - keep focusing on what you want. focus on YOU.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
