Thank you for your kind words. I dont really feel that I have any courage. Courage to me at this point would be walking away. That would take courage. Staying in this emotionally stagnant life is the cowards way out. I dont upset the apple cart so to speak for myself my husband or my children.
I find myself wishing that he would cheat on me again....that would give me the push I need. But it is like he has promised us both that he will not go there...in exchange for this....
Thank you for this thread. I hesitate to start my own as I dont want to discourage any of the newbies but I no longer believe that a marriage can or should be put back together after infidelity. I know there are exceptions but generally.....
I held on so tight to the DB methods and they got me thru the hardest time in my life.....now I think I need to let them go.
