As I was walking to my pilates yesterday, I was thinking about what I read in another thread, that after a good time usually comes a test. It kind of made me wonder that maybe that's what is happening in my sitch? And I'm hopelessly failing the test every time!
Only about 2 weeks ago we had a few really great days. We shared some really good conversations and both opened up. He booked tickets for our "honeymoon" trip in January, so it wasn't just words. And then it went downhill and I fell back into my old reactions. Or even I never changed them. I only changed the positive things, opening up, etc, but not how I react to negativity.
Am I just babbling or does it make sense?
Accept that there is only one thing you can change in life and that is you
