Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

dsh - I don't see how I've backslid here. I was feeling a little sad that my W is gone. I believe that's perfectly normal. Even being detached doesn't mean you can't be a little sad you've lost something.

I haven't pursued her. I haven't called, text, email her either. I'm staying strong and trying to GAL. Isn't that what I'm supposed to do? Maybe I'm not 100% detached I'll admit, but it's a long process for me. Some people can detach and move on quickly. I'm not one of those.

That doesn't mean that is NOT what I'm doing. I'm not making excuses here - I'm saying that I'm taking the steps towards that because I know I can't live like this. That's why I started the S talks and division of assets. That's why I stopped Retrouvaille and left. I'm not there 100%, but I'm making the right steps to get there I believe.