first up, working single mom thing. It's actually not so bad. I don't know too much what I'm missing, and maybe not much. I like working and I think daycare is good for her,too. I guess I think the best thing is to have people with you from time to time (and you living with your parents makes that easy) just so you can get a break from all of it.
So WH. Last Wednesday, sent a big i hate you email.
In response, he bought me a massage and facial. (Little does he know I'm soon going to ask for laser hair removal!!)
Anyways.
Then in person he was mad and said: * He doesn't hate me (as if he has reason to) * He was pouring his heart out to me in Jan and I just sat there * I hate him too much to ever take him back
So it makes me go what?!?
So Sat nite I sent him an email again saying that I didn't truly hate him and I would take him back. And I asked why he said the things above (and that the middle one was really unfair. I didn't just sit there. I listened and tried to find him a therapist!)
He wrote back to say thanks for honesty and he would need time to respond.
Then he came over tonight and didn't say anything!
So I go back and forth between 'i hate him,' 'i want him back' and 'whatever.' And usually (and right now) i'm at whatever.
It's so silly. We're like teenagers. But again, whatever!
In other news, I'm reading Mockingjay of the Hunger Games series. IF you want to get away from it all and indulge in great books, check it out!!!!
