I wish I could tell you more than what everyone else is telling you, but I want to at least say this, at some point when you dont DO what is being told here, the support will start to dwindle. I have followed your thread, and you still seem to be where you were 2 months ago. This to me, shows that you are going to be waiting in the wings for the expectation that your M will be fixed. Not healthy for you right now.
You need to tell yourself and believe it is over for now. I think you need to re read your books, go back over your threads and see what progress you have made. I think you will kick yourslef in the @ss, its what I have had to do, and you need to read Robx thread a few times as well. my thoughts
