Mila, I feel so bad for you. I know our sitches are all difficult to deal with but you really are stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Trying to keep the business afloat and worrying about H going off the deep end business wise is a double whammy. Walking that line between business and personal has to be so hard and I'm sure the line blurs because of the impact one has on the other.
You're tough as nails, yet compassionate, dignified and kind. I hope someday your H realizes just how lucky he is.
