Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

I was feeling a little anxious and down earlier today, during my round of golf by myself. I just did some breathing really deeply and calmed myself down. Worked for a while then got on the road. Cried just a little on the way home because I was missing my W. Missing going home to a family.

But I got past it. My W called later when I was home so I could talk to S4. Talked about 5 minutes or so, then spoke to W for a few minutes. I was letting her lead the conversation, but remaining luke-warm. Told her about my cooking class and she asked a few questions and seemed interested. Before the conversation could go stale, I told her that I would talk to her tomorrow. She told me good luck at my golf tournament tomorrow. I could feel that she wanted to talk more, but I felt like I shouldn't and told her goodnite. We shared an ILY.

So begins my attempts to GAL.

Tomorrow I'm off to play Pinehurst No.2 for my first tournament since bomb day. I'm looking forward to it. I'm a little rusty since I haven't played much in the last 4 months, but I just need to get out of here.

My father comes into town this Friday for the weekend and we're playing in a tournament together Fri/Sat/Sun. I'm looking forward to that too.

Just kind of missing her tonight. Hell, she's my wife and I love her and miss her. That's all.