Spoke with W several times through email today about finances.
She admitted to me that she had an affair one time only (Yeah, right) Tried to pry, but she shut down. She is NOT remorseful and quite hard about it.
She said "It is what it is and it has nothing to do with me telling the truth, just want to move on".
Told her I'm getting a mediation attorney to help split everything 50/50, she was pretty standoffish but told her I wasn't trying to drag out divorce or stall it. Told her it's best we separate as fast as possible.
Told her she needs to come get what she wants out of the house. She has so much crap I don't even know what to do with it.(Way too much Shopping) Instead of playing with the stuff as target practice, I think it's better she gets to help choose.
I'm not really mad today and seeing the lack of remorsefulness about the affair motivated me to get the hell out as fast as I can go. She's definitely bitter towards me and until we're completly separated, there is no chance of her coming back to the W personality I use to have. I know what I did wrong in the relationship, but who needs someone that is that callous about the damage it causes. I know I would feel bad and at least say I'm sorry. Guess maybe she's vindictive.
I will not be able to detach until she is completely eliminated from my life. Poor next guy.
