I had thought about that Mila. I did ask for us to go to Marriage counseling, to help us through this....he said he didnt like that idea at all. That it didnt help us before...but before we were in a different place I thought. I really dont think he wants it to work. I honestly feel like he has someone in mind that he would date when he left...someone that would make him feel good for a while. I know thats how its been before. He cant be alone for long.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10