Can I just have one of the hot men fed-exed to my house??
At your service!
What's your address??? HAHA
Small Town, Iowa, USA. Specific enough??
I like that last part, about not using someone else as a scratching post. After a 2 1/2 year dry spell, some times I just really wish I had someone there to be affectionate with. I don't even mean sex, not yet anyway. Just someone to hold, kiss, etc. However I would not want to 'use' anybody to scratch an itch. Of course, it the person didn't mind, that's a different story!
Slow and steady, figure out what I need to do to make my life better as I am. Then, when I feel like I am ready, look for someone to share in the adventure.