Need some encouragement

[kissak]

Thanks Mila...you said exactly what I was thinking.

And in the past he has always been the one to leave. Thats why Im thinking it may be in my best interest to ask him to leave this time. But what holds me back is that "what if". What if he really doesnt want to leave deep down? Its there, in the back of my mind, a nagging thought that wont go away.

Although, I feel as if that is not the case.

My gut is saying he is a cheating, liar that will never change. My heart wishes for something different.