Dealing with Jealousy

[Nvrgivup]

Quite the opposite Allen, I love my wife very much and would do anything to reconcile. Like many before finding this site, I did so many of the wrong things, like persuing etc. I am in the process of "letting go" (which is its own struggle) GALing etc. Obviously she feels differently, or at least thats what she says. She committed to file back in January, never did, and told me a month and a half ago (after telling me about OM) that she was filing that day and I could expect papers the following week, that was 5-6 weeks ago and still nothing. I'm trying not to fall into the trap of hope, (expl, I have taken any hesitation to divorce on her part as a sign that we still have a chance) and have tried to shield myself from again thinking that this is a sign.