Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

There is something that I am starting to question. When we at Retro on Saturday morning, she said in very clear terms, "There is no chance we will ever, ever get back together. I will never be married to you ever again. EVER. You must accept this."

Then later, she said that she was saying that because she needed space from me and needed me to let her go. She was only saying that because she knew if there was any chance of hope I would cling to that and never let her get away. But, she didn't really feel like that. She loves me and would want to be with me if she could when we are better people apart.

Hmmm. I know not to believe anything they say. Let's say I scratch all of that crap she said. I'm only supposed to believe 50% of what she does. She ML to me and kissed me and has been affectionate with me for the past few days when ONLY AFTER I did let her go, finished the agreement and had FINALLY let her go.

I'm confused, still. I can't tell if she was just saying and doing those things to get a good deal out of me....

But, she didn't get a good deal out of me. She's going to struggle greatly with the deal we worked out. I get S4 40% of the time. The deal is fair, but she is definitely getting financially burdened as I am not at all. I'll be fine. She won't

Throughout the whole negotiation we had, she was really giving me things because she was thinking of me first. I was giving her things thinking of me first too. Hmmm. Maybe this is real.

Mind reading is tearing my brain to shreds.