Don't want her to miss you. That's kinda negative. Want her to be attracted to you, that's positive. Plus it's better for you because you are growing.
Why did she feel attracted the other day? What did you do and say? Why did it work?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
