You NEED her to MISS you? Why? Will you die? You need oxygen... except for rare, less than 4 minute intervals.
You need food and water.
You don't need somebody to miss you.
More importantly, you need to make her feel something? You can't. This is controlling, codependent behavior. Know where you end and somebody else begins.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-