Agree. You need to stop trying to control how she feels. You still seem ready to reconcile. You need to wait and see if she comes around to that point of view. At this time mind your own life and stay out of hers. She knows where to find you if she has a change of heart. She knows about MC and she knows what Retrouvaille is like. If she wants them she can contact you. The ball is not in your court. Don't swing at it.
