Hi Mila...I think faking that smile while we are dying inside is just the worst thing. I hate doing it. Being nice to them when you really dont want to be....and that is hard because they never see that in us. They never see how much we do care about them.

Im sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Seems I am going back down that same road as well. I feel the anger just waiting to come from me when he leaves again. This is so unfair that they put us through this. Yet we stay so strong waiting for this MLC to pass.

(((hugs)))

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10