Need some encouragement

[kissak]

Thanks Upside...I am someone who thinks thing thru rather than reacting so quickly.

Warriorshadow...Thank you. I am so much stronger than I was 3 or 4 years ago. Things are different now. I know I will be ok. Im not in shock like I was before when this all started.

I never really pry into his therapy sessions. I have just always asked how they went after he goes. Only because Once when I didnt ask him, he seemed upset that I didnt ask. All he usually tells me is if it went good or bad. Sometimes days later he will bring up something the therapist said. I know he is one who it takes a while for him to process all that was said.

Today he is really giving me some short answers. He is asking what I am doing, and if that is all Im doing. Then when I tell him what Im doing (by text) he gives me this "k". He knows how I hate that. He is definitly processing thoughts. I know he will leave. Just figuring out when Is what is bothering me. When and how. He claims he wont just walk out like before. He will sit down and talk to me about it. But someohow I have my doubts about that. If I didnt have kids with him...I think I would be the Walk away.