If I have helped you in any way then it is a simple prayer answered. During the early times in the bomb...the pain I felt was unbearable..I wanted to die. I wanted to end it all. I wanted to run and just hide. I was ashamed of what I had done in my M. So my prayer was simple..."Lord let the pain that I feel not be for nothing - use me and my life to help others".
It was this prayer and help of many on these boards (and the continued help I recieve) that helped me BEGIN the process of removing the mask and searching inside myself.
I have posted in the past about the LBS really looking internally at there issues. We all have a tendency to only look at them on the surface. My advice to everyone would be to really look at yourself. To really take the focus away from your H and determine where YOU went wrong in the M.
If this has helped you...well then amen.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
