Hi all - moving here from Infidelity Board. My backstory is in the link above.
Here's where I am today. H is out of the house and most likely moving into new place in a couple of weeks. I have not spoken to him since 8/20. He will occassionally text me re: the kids and sees them on a regular basis. I am GAL, exercising, and generally doing OK.
But I miss my H. He was my best friend. I see him at S soccer games and I just want to give him a hug. Is it normal for me to feel this way? He had a A - I do not even know if it is over (co-worker). He has hurt me in unexplainable ways. Do these feelings of love and patience mean I have forgiven him?
We're in limbo. He is not talking to anyone (friends, family) that I know of. All I can do is focus on me and what's best for my kids. But I want to get to a place with H where we can talk again. I still want my marriage, but realize that has to be on the backburner for now. No pressure. But should I even try to open the lines of communication at this point?
