Update: On Thursday I was going down the road and noticed this church sign that said "There is Hope" "There is Jesus", I felt like it was a sign that I have been praying for, and have found myself going down that road now, not just on Thursdays and Fridays when I have my second job, but going out of my way around 3 minutes to get home to see the sign. Well, on Friday I thought I would die. I'm heading down the road the one way towards my second job and H is heading up the road in the opposite direction. Don't know if it was a sign from God or not now because he needs to go down that road to get to his new place. I looked a little to the side and saw his uniform shirt and that's how I knew it was him. I shook with so much happiness thinking there is my sign, but the more I thought about it I got confused. That is the way for him to go home, and I have to admit before that sign was put up I was going that way hoping that I would see him for a little while but then our D13 told me that he goes to his sister's after work every day so I stopped going that way, only when I have to get to my second job.
Sunday our D13 came home from her visit early because she said H was just laying around and seemed really sad and asked him what was wrong and he just said nothing. So she made up a story that she had to babysit so she had to come home early.
H had his mother and sister and sister's family over his house and H told them that he went to the Dr. and the Dr. said he needs to go to counseling. And he told them (the family) that he told the Dr. he has his family and doesn't need counseling and the mother and sister agreed! The sister said that all counselors are looking for is money!
On the way to his apartment on Sat. he told our D13 that he went to the Dr. and he had to get meds. for his stomach, heart, and something else but didn't tell her what it was for and that he was acting really sad. And that it cost him $150 for all 3 meds so he couldn't give her the money for me for her soccer.
Well, our D13 goes into his cabinet and happens to see the pills and I swore months ago I wouldn't go online and check to see if he was taking any meds at all but I did this morning. He lied again, which I don't know why. He is always complaining he is broke but bought a brand new washer and dryer and he knows that our oven is broken, and he only owes me $40 for the soccer and he is the one that keeps bringing it up to her, that he will give it to her the following week. Then lies about how much his pills were. I went online and he his not taking any pills for his heart. He is taking 2 different ones for his stomach and one for depression, of course he won't admit to her about the depression one because that would prove I've been right the whole time. Oh, and he changed Dr's. again. Why lie and tell our D13 it was for his heart?? It scared her, just like when he told her he had high blood pressure, and me like a fool texted him and told him to please take his meds for it and to take care of himself and listen to what the Dr. says because I know him all too well and he never listens to Drs. And if he needed anything to let me know. He responded but that is before he told our D13 in the middle of May that if I texted him he would read it but not respond. So I don't know if he said about his heart to see if I still cared cause he knows she will tell me like I did when I was worried about his high blood pressure and contact him or what to think. But why lie about the cost? All 3 of them came to $70 not $150!!!
I'm so confused......please give me your thoughts and or advice.
