Definitely struggling with it and I'm really not sure how much longer I can do it.

Don't get me wrong, I love having him around. It feels like our M did.....THAT SCARES ME! Look what happened to that.

Another source of the pain this week......what would have been our 17th anniversary is this coming Saturday, the 18th of September. UGH.

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!