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kat727 #2072310 09/08/10 08:43 PM
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Whew! Glad it's not too serious!


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Me too!

He just made the CAP competition drill team too so he's in a panic about that! I told him one week off because of an injury wasn't going to loose his spot but he's still upset.


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D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!

mishka422 #2072566 09/09/10 03:18 AM
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What is CAP?


Me 48, H49, M24, S14, S11
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Bomb #2 August 2010 & he moved out
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Dagny-2 #2072907 09/09/10 04:58 PM
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Civil Air Patrol. It is a civilian volunteer organization under the US Air Force which support search and rescue efforts for downed civilian aircraft as well as supports community outreach and leadership programs. It's a wonderful opportunity for any kid. Marc has been able to fly a glider and a prop aircraft a few times for training as well a taking part in SAREX(search and rescue exercises) and is looking forward to going to their annual encampment next summer. That is one week of training at an army or air force base, living in barracks and doing live fire exercises! CRAZY! He is in the competition drill team and they travel to events to compete against other CAP units from all 50 states and Puerto Rico. His unit has won 2nd place in the country the last 3 years and every year they are beat out by Puerto Rico. It's payback time this year and they are determined to beat them so Marc is extra gung ho. LOL

Ok, now you know more than you ever wanted to know about CAP! LOL

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D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!

mishka422 #2073107 09/09/10 07:08 PM
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Tell him not to hurt himself then! LOL


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LOL! HA!


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mishka422 #2074765 09/12/10 05:38 PM
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There has been this recurring dream I've been having for the past week and it's really bothering me.

I walk into the house and sit down at the kitchen table. Gabe comes in and sits down at the table too. We are talking and then the broom skips in from the living room and jumps into his lap. He's hugging her and kissing her like it's nothing to be doing this in front of me and when I get upset he tells me to get over it, he is happy and that's just the way it is. Deal with it or move on. I wake up crying ever single time. It's starting to cause me to treat him badly when I'm awake. I find that I'm being very distant and antsy with him and he's starting to notice.

What the heck should I do about this? This horrible dream has to stop!


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PA5/07
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Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!

mishka422 #2074931 09/12/10 11:38 PM
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Dreams come from the subconscious right? Doesn't that mean it's something you are thinking about a lot?

I don't know. I hadn't had any dreams about STBXW in weeks and then out of the blue Friday night I had one where we were trying to reconcile. We weren't living in the house though. It was somewhere I didn't recognize.

Strange stuff -- your brain.


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I think most dreams are not really complicated and the meaning is usually right in our faces, it's stuff we think about. Your dream just signifies your continued insecurity around your R with Gabe and the ominous OW. You want security, something more than what you have. I know here you put on a brave face and say what is is (I like that! grin) but inside you're obviously still struggling with it.


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whatisis #2075274 09/13/10 03:10 PM
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Definitely struggling with it and I'm really not sure how much longer I can do it.

Don't get me wrong, I love having him around. It feels like our M did.....THAT SCARES ME! Look what happened to that.

Another source of the pain this week......what would have been our 17th anniversary is this coming Saturday, the 18th of September. UGH.


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PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!

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