Not much to add but wanted to send you a cyber hug ((((hug))))
It is okay to cry and the anger as I have found will continue to surface. I think I have just accept it. What I will say is that is passes pretty quick nowadays. You need to feel the anger and crying is good way to let it out.
I agree with GAG and SA - take care of you.
As for the business, if you feel that it is going downhill. What is your plan B for YOU? Not for your H for YOU.
Finally...you continue to demonstrate a strength that is amazing. Take pride in this.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans