V1olin's new life without wife

[v1olin]

It has been a while:) I have been having a good time for the most part. I bought a 1975 Honda 360 and it has been a good project. I finally got it running well and have put about 200 miles on it in the last 2 weeks. Riding it has been a lot of fun. At 60mph on this old thing there is no time to be thinkin' about my ex W!

My new workshop is doing well and I made about 6 times last month then I made in the last 3. I buy clothes for my kids even though I don't have to and the ex tries to give me money sometimes. I always refuse it.

This saturday, 9/11 was the day we lost our son at 17 weeks. I thought about how ex W must be feeling on this terrible day but I did'nt know what I would say to her, so I left it alone.

I will be meeting a nice woman from Moscow on tuesday and I don't expect it to go anywhere but it should be interesting! I also have plans to meet with a single mom/ dancer but I am not feeling it as much.

I feel like I do still love my ex W but I do enough to let her go. If she is not happy with me then I am not happy with that.