My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

Ok - Sunday night. Tired - but in a good way. Still have plenty of work to do. Took S and his gf to dinner tonight. H texted S and said "so what did you do today" - S responds "nothing" - H sends back "give me more than nothing" - S doesn't respond.

I am reading Gary Chapman's Love as a Way of Life - it's interesting from this perspective of a standing LBS. Am I showing love to H by standing / by taking care of his home and children / by not dating around, etc? Am I showing love by being dark - by giving him his space? I don't know and am not sure I should even be thinking about it.

My goal this week is to start the c25k / continue working around the house / stay on top of work. September 21st is my 25th - trying to strengthen myself before then - I know it will be a hard day.

Hope everyone has a good week!