HIH Thanks. The thing is, I know I'm not snowy white, there are u-turns I could operate that would make him take notice. I too must accept some part in this mess, but I just wish he'd question himself like I question myself. He seems to see himself as having been in the right from day one.
I too sometimes feel like finding someone new. But it's no mean feat at 46; you need to be confident to attract someone, my confidence is at an all-time low. I feel that if I failed him, I will never find anyone else. And I still love the pig-headed ba**ard, that's the killing part about it! NCU
Me: 46 H:42 Together for 18 yrs, married 14. 3 children: 2 girls 13 and 10, one boy 7. Husband had affair, ended it and then decided on separation. Separated 08/2010
