There has been this recurring dream I've been having for the past week and it's really bothering me.

I walk into the house and sit down at the kitchen table. Gabe comes in and sits down at the table too. We are talking and then the broom skips in from the living room and jumps into his lap. He's hugging her and kissing her like it's nothing to be doing this in front of me and when I get upset he tells me to get over it, he is happy and that's just the way it is. Deal with it or move on. I wake up crying ever single time. It's starting to cause me to treat him badly when I'm awake. I find that I'm being very distant and antsy with him and he's starting to notice.

What the heck should I do about this? This horrible dream has to stop!


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!