Beingreal, thank you so much for posting. All the stuff you said really helped, and one thing you said just made everything click into place : 'Your son needs you'.
Feeling alot better and back in control today. Focus seem back on me again now, H is coming round this morning to drop S off nd fetch him later, and I'm in the right frame of mind thank goodness, no more being pulled in to whatever weird stuff he does, good or bad, its gonna continue for god knows how long, and I'm tired of being 'knocked out of my lane'!
Got lots on the go today! Yoga, and two barbecues been invited to! BGF's bday barbecue, and other GF barbecue & playdate for S...so all in all a good GALing one!
Mercury's retrograde comes to a standstill today and for pisces that means clarity on a close relationship - I think the clarity is that this aint going nowhere for a looong time, so just to get on with my own stuff.
And when it does start going somewhere I can decide then if i still want it, with my new healthier sense of perspective on life!!!
Yoga, and two barbecues been invited to! BGF's bday barbecue, and other GF barbecue & playdate for S...so all in all a good GALing one!