Thanks for all the kind words. I think there are some pointers somewhere in my threads that may help a few people, you just need to read through the responses to see how things played out. Looking back on it now it doesn't seem like that much time has passed. When it was happening, time stood still.

Don't get me wrong. We still have lots of issues to resolve and everything is very fragile right now. I still haven't gotten over my fear of losing her again so I maybe trying too hard now.

Hopeful...I too miss our chats! One of the harder things I've had to do is get away from the all-night computer love-fest marathons I had been having. Laying in bed at 10:00, my mind racing with thoughts of work left unfinished, friends to catch up with...it's tough!

One day at a time...